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Even now, I still hope for the best even in life's worst situations. I wish for it to get better, I pray for the strength to get through. And I've realised that I can't do it alone. As much as I'd like to, as much as I want to be able to stand on my own two feet without the need to lean on someone else for support, I've found that I need to. I'm not strong enough to do it alone. I enjoy the solitude, and at times I think that this seclusion is what I want but in the end I need someone there to assure me that everything will be fine. I need someone to hold my hand even in life's toughest moments. I think I need you.
-mypaperairoplane
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Feels like the summer days have come and are going by super fast.. I don't even know where all the days have gone to. All my days are starting to mix into one and I can barely remember what I did the other the day. I just want things to stop and cherish all the small things that happen, but as much as I want that to happen, I cant because time stops for no one.
Than my mind always starts to wonder to simpler times, when my heart knew nothing of heart ache and pain.. but that's living in a naive world, a world that I need to move away from. I'm starting to slowly realize that I can't just wear my heart on my sleeve anymore. I'm not going to be that girl anymore. I can't be her.
I think of last summer and compare it to this one. And sure last summer was a time of no cares and all out fun, but this summer has made me grow up a whole lot. More than a mere 2 month should be able to do.. but that's just what I need.
-Lisa